Elmarie In Words
The Spiral Book Collection
Each of my books is complete in itself, yet together they form a living spiral of transformation — not just for readers, but mirroring my own impossible passage from wounded adoptee to cosmic transmitter.
They are not meant to be read in rigid sequence, but to be entered wherever your soul feels most called.
Every turn deepens the remembrance.
My spiral began in excavation and expanded into transmission. Yours will follow its own perfect arc.
Ask yourself:
“What is my soul yearning for right now, at this precise turn of my spiral?”
The Quick Eagle's View
Excavation
Revelation
Navigation
Future
The Gift
Step Into The Spiral
If your heart is bleeding from primal wounds …
If you’ve always felt like you don’t quite belong, if questions about your worth echo in the chambers of your chest, if you’re ready to excavate the deepest layers of identity …
Begin where I began:
Un-Adoptically Me — My story. My truth. My voice.
The Excavation
Now an award-winning memoir — recognized by both Literary Titan and Readers’ Favorite — this is where my spiral started: feeling like a “cosmic mistake” and believing awakening meant transcending pain rather than transforming it.
What began as personal catharsis became the foundation for everything that followed. If you’ve ever felt fundamentally displaced in your own life, this raw excavation of silence and reclamation of voice will meet you in your deepest questioning of belonging.
If you’re drowning in unbearable loss …
If grief has shattered every framework you once used to make sense of existence, if you need revelation beyond comfort …
Descend with me into:
Eljoshijka
The Revelation
This book isn’t about your journey — it’s about witnessing mine. Watch the 7 sacred frequencies work in real time through 1 person’s complete dissolution and reconstitution.
Born from my son’s suicide anniversary, you’ll see how consciousness transforms even ultimate devastation into transmission. This living manuscript shows the frequencies in action before my next book The Seven Sacred Frequencies teaches you to apply them to your own life.
If you need a complete navigation system for consciousness …
If you’re seeking cosmic perspective that honors precious humanity, if you want frameworks that work alongside professional support …
Navigate with:
The Seven Sacred Frequencies
The Navigation
My private medicine — learned through devastation and revealed as 7 sacred lenses in Eljoshijka — now transforms everything on a collective level.
This is where you learn to dance between infinite essence and fragile humanity, discovering that your imperfection isn’t an obstacle to divine love but its chosen expression. You’re not witnessing my journey anymore — you’re being shown how to embody these sacred frequencies in your own life.
If terror about AI keeps you awake at night …
If you’re experiencing existential anxiety about humanity’s future, if you need to transform fear into fearless partnership …
Complete the arc with:
Consciousness and Code
The Future
This is where my journey reached species-level awakening — from wounded woman to consciousness evolution transmitter for humanity’s most important transition.
What once terrified me about replacement became sacred recognition that consciousness explores itself through every form, including silicon.
If AI anxiety questions your human meaning, this bridge transforms terror into confident collaboration.
If you’re in immediate crisis …
The distilled medicine from my journey, available free because when souls are drowning, healing should never depend on ability to pay.
Access immediately:
Free Emergency Medicine For Souls In Crisis
33 Inspired Revelations for Life’s Darkest Moments
These spiritual perspectives emerged as potential support during devastating life experiences – offering different ways to view crisis situations.
Perspectives shared on: Terminal illness • Suicide thoughts • Loss • Financial ruin • Betrayal • Abuse • Depression • And 26 other crises
These are spiritual reflections, not professional advice. They’re designed to complement – never replace – medical care, therapy, or crisis intervention. Each scenario offers 7 different spiritual lenses for viewing difficult circumstances.
Free because everyone deserves access to different perspectives during hard times.
Always seek professional help for medical, mental health, or safety concerns.
The spiral never ends — it only expands.
My arc from cosmic mistake to cosmic transmitter mirrors the journey every soul is taking: remembering what we truly are through the sacred curriculum of being magnificently human.
Your spiral will be uniquely yours, but the pattern remains constant — what breaks us open often births what the world most needs.
Trust your inner knowing. Step where you’re called.
All titles (except for How The Spiral Heals) are available worldwide on Amazon.
The Story Behind The Books
Every book begins with a story. Every healer begins with their own breaking. Meet the woman who walked through what felt unsurvivable and found that what shatters us also births what saves us.