Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 10: How Could You?! A soul shredded by secrets, I watched from above as my son's fragmenting world incinerated the very fabric of the roof I thought was a sanctuary. 🎧 Stream the full series: https://foreverfree.co.za/listen88 📖 Read along...
UAM Audiobook Chapters
Ink of the Soul | UAM Snapshot 9
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 9: Ink of the Soul Standing in the Oudtshoorn veld, I watched as a name I had never heard — Eljoshijka — spilled from my pen to reconcile the simultaneous death and birth of my existence. 🎧 Stream the full series:...
The Prison of the Womb | UAM Snapshot 8
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 8: Born to Search In a room filled with rivers of tears, the walls of my adult defenses dissolved into a hypnotherapeutic vision of a womb that felt more like a prison. 🎧 Stream the full series: https://foreverfree.co.za/listen88 📖 Read...
Nine Sentences of Cold Ink | UAM Snapshot 7
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 7: Fuck You, Too! Nine sentences of cold, bureaucratic ink arrived to slice through fifty years of sacred fantasy, reducing the woman who gave me life to a biological entity with a 'Standard 8' education. 🎧 Stream the full series:...
Emotional Famine | UAM Snapshot 6
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 6: Motherhood Unscripted While the world mourned a fallen princess, I cradled my own, unaware that the umbilical cord twice-wrapped around her neck was the precursor to a life of needles and pain. 🎧 Stream the full series:...
The Soul’s Original Face | UAM Snapshot 5
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 5: The Unasked Question Beneath the adoration of a whirlwind romance, a celestial banner unfurled in my soul with a single, devastating query: why did you detest my every movement inside of you? 🎧 Stream the full series:...
The Convergence of Destiny | UAM Snapshot 4
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 4: A Life Reborn Returning to the same maternal ward where my own displacement began, I felt the peculiar convergence of destiny as a tiny miracle latched onto my breast to claim a lineage I had been afraid to seek. 🎧 Stream the full...
Performance of the Real | UAM Snapshot 3
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 3: My Unseen Self A suitcase retrieved from a cupboard and placed on a childhood bed became the silent anchor for a lifelong vow: it is safer to perform than to be real. 🎧 Stream the full series: https://foreverfree.co.za/listen88 📖 Read...
Borrowed Joy | UAM Snapshot 2
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 2: Little Lamb I was taught to radiate a borrowed joy, mirroring a family narrative that told me I was chosen only because I was the prettiest baby in the room. 🎧 Stream the full series: https://foreverfree.co.za/listen88 📖 Read along...
The Hollow Space | UAM Snapshot 1
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 1: Beyond the Umbilical As the golden cord of love finally severed in that hospital room, I found myself standing in a hollow space where the only remaining presence was the unwelcome friend of numbness. 🎧 Stream the full series:...
Welcome To My Story | UAM Intro
Un-Adoptically Me — My story. My truth. My voice. | Introduction Before the first snapshot begins, a word from the Cave Studio — and from the woman who lived every chapter of this story. 🎧 Stream the full series: https://foreverfree.co.za/listen88 📖 Read along...
An Odyssey of Magic | UAM Dedication & Foreword
Un-Adoptically Me — My story. My truth. My voice. | Dedication & Foreword Reconnecting after fifty-one years, I realized that our shared silence was merely the rhythmic prelude to an odyssey of magic that neither of us was prepared to name. (Sonnette Lombaard) 🎧...
Written in My Own Voice | UAM Opening Credits
Un-Adoptically Me — My story. My truth. My voice. | Opening Credits Before the first snapshot begins, a word from the studio: this memoir was written by the woman who lived it, and narrated by the same woman who survived it. Welcome to Cave Studio, Tulbagh. The story...
Chosen and Abandoned in the Same Breath | UAM Trailer
For fifty-one years, I lived inside borrowed names and polite silences — chosen and abandoned in the same breath, taught gently not to ask too many questions. 🎧 Stream the full series: https://foreverfree.co.za/listen88 📖 Read along (Free PDF/EPUB):...

