Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 30: Beyond the Birth Certificate While a bureaucratic request led to a deafening silence, my body began its own seismic shifting, trembling with the neurogenic release of stories it could no longer hold. 🎧 Stream the full series:...
UAM Audiobook Chapters
Hieroglyphs of the Heart | UAM Snapshot 29
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 29: A Daughter's Letter As the sun dipped below the Karoo hills, I sat in my car to write a letter to a woman I had spent fifty-one years rising to the surface to breathe without. 🎧 Stream the full series:...
A Sixty-Minute Embrace | UAM Snapshot 28
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 28: Angels of Reunion In a room vibrating with the unseen presence of angels, I was swept into a sixty-minute embrace that snapped the shackles of a lifetime's doubt. 🎧 Stream the full series: https://foreverfree.co.za/listen88 📖 Read...
The Midnight Fire | UAM Snapshot 27
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 27: A Life in Crisis Alone in a remote forest cabin under a full moon, I faced the agonizing silence of a life that was draining away faster than I could find the courage to replenish it. 🎧 Stream the full series:...
The Ghosts of Love | UAM Snapshot 26
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 26: The Grandparent Paradox I stood before the ghosts of my grandparents and felt a love so profound it shattered my mind's belief that abandonment was the only truth I would ever inherit. 🎧 Stream the full series:...
The Sound of Tearing | UAM Snapshot 25
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 25: A House Divided Moving my life into a guest room on the eve of a new year, I realized that the chaos erupting in my home was the sound of stagnant energies finally being torn loose. 🎧 Stream the full series:...
Three Simple Words | UAM Snapshot 24
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 24: In the Knowing Field Sitting in a circle of twelve strangers, I heard three simple words that triggered an earthquake in my soul, finally making my adoption real, palpable, and heart-wrenching. 🎧 Stream the full series:...
Settling Ancient Debts | UAM Snapshot 23
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 23: Karmic Release I woke to a voice that declared my ancient debts settled, inviting me to step out of a duel of self-hate and into a DNA-shifting frequency I didn't yet know how to carry. 🎧 Stream the full series:...
Ashes of a Vow | UAM Snapshot 22
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 22: From Ashes to Awakening As the flames curled the edges of my prenuptial contract in the backyard, I felt the shackles of a twenty-year vow dissolve into the night air, leaving me reborn and nameless. 🎧 Stream the full series:...
The Body’s Warning | UAM Snapshot 21
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 21: Touchdown in Turmoil Gazing at the empty space where my wedding ring's stone used to be, I realized that the heavy weight of my swollen feet was simply the body's way of carrying a life I was no longer meant to lead. 🎧 Stream the full...
The Guardian of Love | UAM Snapshot 20
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 20: A Short Tail of Love In the small, feisty frame of a dog named Shortsy, I found a guardian who mirrored my own food-intolerant soul and taught me that some goodbyes are simply the beginning of a deeper presence. 🎧 Stream the full...
Decimated by a Monster | UAM Snapshot 19
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 19: Trapped in a Nightmare Watching a princess being decimated by a monster's manipulation, I found myself drowning in a twisted gratitude that it wasn't worse, while my soul screamed for an exit I couldn't yet see. 🎧 Stream the full...
A River of Sorrow | UAM Snapshot 18
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 18: My Gentle Giant Surrounded by the vibrant charm of Franschhoek, I watched my son reinvent himself, unaware that the road home would soon become a river of my own uncontainable sorrow. 🎧 Stream the full series:...
Howling Like a Wolf | UAM Snapshot 17
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 17: The Hell to Come As I howled like a prairie wolf into the rugged landscape of 'The Hell,' my heart knew what my mind refused to admit — that the coming year would burn everything I knew to the ground. 🎧 Stream the full series:...
The Prophetic Map | UAM Snapshot 16
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 16: Beyond the Forgotten Pages Retrieving seven buried journals from the dust of my past, I discovered that the words I once thought were a lie were actually a prophetic map back to my own soul. 🎧 Stream the full series:...
From Victim to Victor | UAM Snapshot 15
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 15: From Victim to Victor Amidst the comedy of a breaking-down van and a crumbling life, a single moment on a stage rewrote my destiny from a story of what happened to me to what I would do with it. 🎧 Stream the full series:...
Forgot How to Breathe | UAM Snapshot 14
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 14: Beyond the Chaos For years, I walked on eggshells in a house where silence was a weapon and survival was a performance I perfected until I forgot how to breathe. 🎧 Stream the full series: https://foreverfree.co.za/listen88 📖 Read along...
Screaming at a Silent Sky | UAM Snapshot 13
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 13: The Aftermath of Betrayal Beneath the weight of a monstrous betrayal, I found myself face-to-face with Divinity on a garden bench, screaming at a sky that had remained painfully silent while my child suffered. 🎧 Stream the full series:...
The Shrapnel of Silence | UAM Snapshot 12
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 12: The Shadows We Keep Standing in the wreckage of a son's stolen childhood, I had to find the words to apologize for a silence I didn't even know I was keeping. 🎧 Stream the full series: https://foreverfree.co.za/listen88 📖 Read along...
The Hesitant “No” | UAM Snapshot 11
Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 11: From Hartenbos to Forever The greatest gift I ever received was a man's hesitant 'no,' a three-month delay that eventually paved the way for the only home I would ever truly know. 🎧 Stream the full series:...
